PLEASE LLOVE MIIEE MORE DHEN IIE DDO - //

2006-07-30T15:56:00.000+08:00

iie've fallen deeplly iin llorves wiib ue ; babby viinn .
can ue bbiiee maa llorves ?
iie wanna bbiiee eurr GERLL ; iie llorves ue .
can iie bbiiee eurr qerll ?

iie niidd ue ; will ue niidd miiee ?
iie wan ue ; will ue wan miiee ?
iie miishh ue ; will ue miishh miiee ?
iie llorves ue ; will ue llorves miiee ?

nobody iis qoiinq ttuhh llorves miiee betterr ;
iie'm qoiinq ttuhh sttiick wiib ue foreverr ;
nobody iis qoiinq ttuhh ttake miiee hiiqherr ;
iie'm qoiinq ttuhh sttiick wiib ue ;
ue noee how ttuhh appreciiatte miiee ;
iie'm qoiinq ttuhh sttiick wiib ue maa babby ;
nobody everr made miiee ffeell dhiis waee ;
iie'm qoiinq ttuhh sttiick wiib ue .

2006-07-30T13:53:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY [[:

slleptt till 11pllus ,, dhen qo bathe whiile maa auntiie cook llunchh && iie atte llerr dhen preparre && qo outt ttuhh meett HHIIM* att ttampiines . iie ttook an hourr pllus dderhh jouneryy ttuhh rreachh ttampiines ,, dhen HHE* askk miiee ttuhh qo century squarre ttuhh meett HHIIM* . wen iie meett HHIIM* ,, HHE* was wiib HHIIS* friiends ,, dhen HHE && HHIIS* friiend saee wanna qo smoke ,, dhen iie saee okiiee . dhen afterr smokiinq HHE* saee wanna qo eatt ,, dhen we wentt down ttuhh eatt llonq john sliiverr ,, butt iie neverr eatt llarhh ,, onlly HHE* && HHIIS* friiend eatt ,, coshh iie nortt hunqry . LOL ! afterr eatiinq ,, ddeyy wentt smokiinq aqaiin ,, dhen afterr we wentt acarde dhen HHE* suddenlly holld maa hand . DIIAO -_-" iie tiio shockk llerhh . LOL ! dhen HHE* wentt ttuhh pllay KING OFB FIGHTER ,, dhen awhile llata ,, adelene meiimeiis come fiind miiee ,, dhen we chatt dhere ,, dhen HHE* come ttalk ttuhh miiee awhiile saee wanna qo smoke aqaiin dhen iie saee okiiee . iie waited ferhh HHIIM* outsiide ,, dhen HHE* smoke okiiee ,, dhen HHE* come fiind miiee . LOL ! HHE* was kiinda sweett llarhh ! make miiee wanna FALL iin LLORVES wiib HHIIM* kekes -

afterr meettiinq HHIIM* ,, meiimeiis && iie qo sunttec ciity fiind hherr sttead . hherr sttead sucks ! saee wanna beatt miiee sehh . dhen iie ttell hhiim ,, wan beatt come llorhh ,, iie nortt scarre . shho xiia llan ,, quy beatt qerll ,, wartt kiind ofb lloqiic iis dhiis . ask hhiim fcuk ofb llarhh . meiimeiis ,, hhe ddunchh wortth eurr llorves llarhh .

IIE WANNA LLORVES UE ;
BUTT IIE'M AFRAIID .
CAN IIE LLORVES UE ?

2006-07-28T16:22:00.000+08:00

ttudaee iis shho siian . iie was ttoo llazyy ttuhh wake upp && qo ttuhh schooll shho iie diid nortt qo schooll . iie jii ttao slleep ttill 12pllus nerhh . LOL ! shho piiq siiaa miiee . iie will bbiiee stayiinq att home dharr wholle ddaee ,, llazyy ttuhh qo outt oshho . LOL !

iie'm still wonderiinq iib ttmrr wanna qo outt marhh ,, siian ,, oshho no moneyy . hhaiishh - bbutt ,, iie promiise ttuhh meett hhiim ,, dhen now iie ddunchh noee wan ttuhh meett hhiim marhh llerhh . siian ~

maa ffeeliinq ferhh hhiim ddunchh seems ttuhh ffade .
hhaiishh -
iie still ddo llorves hhiim ;
but ddo hhe still llorves miiee ?
iie miishh hhiim llotts *

2006-07-27T18:17:00.000+08:00

THURSDAY [[:

ttudaee wentt ttuhh schooll darn llate ,, coshh miiee && prepre totally cantt wake upp until hherr marmiiee scream && wake us upp . LOL ! dhen we prepare prepare ttuhh qo ttuhh schooll . afterr schooll ,, same olld pllace we qo ,, juronq entterttaiinmentt ferhh ourr breakfastt . iie neverr eatt ,, coshh iie nortt hhunqry ,, can ttreatt iit as diiet uhh ! WAKAKA ! bbutt iie qott buyy liime juiice ttuhh driink ,, dhen maa prepre buyy iice llemon ttea && some diim sum . butt dharr diim sum sucks okiiee ,, iie eatt abiitt dhen stomachh paiin llerr . hurhurr )): dhen afterr eattiinq miiee && maa prepre wentt kbox . woohoo ~ kbox dderhh k llunchh now iis shho expensiive llorhh . xiin donq donq - dhen iin kbox ,, dhose staffs keep dii siiao siiao siiaa . dhen iie foundd maa erzii's friiendd dhere . LOL ! shho cutte nerhh hhiis friiendd . KAKA ! after siinqiinq ,, wentt ttuhh pllay pooll awhiile ,, dhen iie wiin 2 llostt 1 . LOL ! dhen wentt IMM ttuhh meett maa auntiiee ttuhh qo buyy pllates ,, bowll ,, spoons ,, cups && chopstiicks . hhab ffun ttudaee llarhh ! LOL ! niice ddaee xD

k llunch :DD yummy ~

US xD

maa lloves ; prepre ((:

iie rrealliiee niidd a BREAKK .
lleave miiee ALONE .
iie DDUNCHH niidd UE iin maa llyfee llerr .
iie wanna LIVE iin maa own WITHOUTT UE !

mayb iie qonna fall iin llorves wiib ue .
butt iie ddunchh wiishh ttuhh qett hurtt .
shho pllease llorves miiee morre dhen iie ddo !

2006-07-26T17:33:00.000+08:00

WEDNESDAY [[:

ttudaee iis siian ddaee ,, no schooll ,, wholle ddaee rott att hhome . wen iie wake upp ,, maa prepre iis pllayiinq computerr ,, shho iie asked hherr whetherr shhe wanna eatt anytthiinq ,, dhen shhe saee shhe wanna eatt iinstantt noodlles . shho iie cook ferhh hherr ttuhh eatt . iit's full ofb maa lloves llorhh . LOL !

pllease qiib miiee a break can ! iie ddunchh llykee ppll ttuhh controll miiee dderhh llorhh . ue're makiinq miiee crazyy man ! iie cannott ttake iit anymore man ! fuckk iit man !! iie hatte maa llyfee now !!! JUSHH LLEAVE MIIEE ALLONE IIB UE STILL WANNA CONTIINUED LLYKEE DHIIS !

2006-07-25T22:12:00.000+08:00

MONDAY

iie nearlly cantt wake upp ferhh schooll . dhen lucky maa prepre woke miiee upp && draq miiee out ofb maa bed . LOL ! dhen we prepare qo schooll ,, dhen wayy down we snap snap snap . afterr schooll we wentt juronq enterttertaiinmentt ferhh ourr breakfastt . quess wartt we atte aqaiin ? FISH SLICES TOM YAM SOUP ! maa prepre favouriite aqaiin . LOL ! afterr eatiinq ,, we wentt K POOL dhere pllay llan awhiile coshh we are waiitiinq ferhh our friiends . afterr pllayiinq llan ,, we headed down ttuhh buqiis ttuhh meett our friiends . dhen meett ddem lliiao ,, we walk walk walk dhen qo ttake neopriint dhen qo home . LOL ! wartt a siian outiinq uhh !?

TUESDAY

wentt ttuhh schooll llate ttudaee . dhen coshh ttoo ttiired afterr schooll ,, miiee && prepre jushh headed home .
maa GUM iis darn PAIN ! iie cannortt ttake dharr PAIN can ! KILL MIIEE PLEASE ! dharr paiin iis killiinq miiee llorhh . hhaiishh -

babbiie ; iie miishh ue xD

2006-07-22T15:16:00.000+08:00

THURSDAY xD

iie nearlly cantt wake upp ttuhh qo schooll aqaiin ,, dhen iie was beiinq woke upp bby maa prepre . dhen we prepare ttuhh qo schooll ,, dhen afterr schooll we wentt ttuhh juronq eastt entertaiinmentt ferhh breakfastt as normall . bbutt ,, we sllackk dhere fiirstt as we're waiittiinq ferhh ourr friiendds ttuhh come && joiin us . dhen whiile waiitiinq ,, maa prepre was ttypiinq msqs dhen iie was darn siian ,, dhen iie keep snap snap snap ! LOL ! afterr ddatt maa prepre saee eatt ttom yam ,, maa prepre keepp eat ttom yam dderhh . LOL ! shhe siimplly jushh lloves ddatt food llotts ! dhen afterr eattiinq ,, we wentt ttuhh meett hherr darliinq ,, dhen we headed down ttuhh ttown ttuhh wallk wallk . dhen ,, iie was darn siiao llorhh ,, aqaiin keep snap snap snap ! wakaka ! dhen afterr ddatt iie headed back ttuhh maa fatherr's pllace ferhh hhiis naqqiinq . noiisy hhiim ! LOL ! dhen maa meiimeiis wentt hhome wiib miiee && maa marmiiee ,, dhen we headed back ttuhh maa marmiiee's pllace . hhab llotts ofb fun wiib maa meiimeiis ddatt ddaee ! llonq ttymee neverr spentt shho muchh fun wiib hherr llerr . rrealliiee miishh dharr ttymee wiib hherr llorhh . afterrall ,, iie ddo enjoy maa ddaee outt wiib maa prepre && hherr darliinq ! siimplly lloves all maa preciious ones llotts !

FRIDAY xD

wentt outt wiib maa prepre ,, maa jiiejiiees ,, maa korkorrs && some friiends . wahh ,, iie darn llonq neverr see maa ddatt korkorrs lliiao llorhh . dhen fiinally iie saw hhiim ! wootts - foreverr maa bestt korkorrs ! keke =D we wentt ttown ,, dhen tott ofb watchiinq moviie ,, bbutt dhen dharr show we all wanna wattchh nortt yett shown ,, shho we sllack att LIDO && llucky pllaza . we wentt llucky pllaza ttuhh pllay pooll ,, hab fun dhere ! wootts - bbutt iit's was darn expensiive llorhh ,, $17.8o llerhh ! bbutt ,, neverrmiindd ,, iie enjoy pllayiinq pooll wiib maa prepre ,, maa korkorrs xD wootts - dhen maa jiiejiiees lleave fiirstt ,, coshh shhe qo fiind jiiefu att expo ,, dhen afterr ddatt maa korkorrs oshho lleave ,, coshh hhe niidd ttuhh workk . dhen onlly lleftt miiee ,, maa prepre && some friiends . dhen we jushh contiinue ttuhh pllay pooll wiiboutt ddem ,, afterr ddatt ,, maa prepre && miiee headed down ttuhh ciine ttuhh hab ourr diinnerr ,, dhen our friiends ddunchh noee qo where . LOL ! quess where diid maa prepre && iie hab ourr diinnerr ? LONG JOHN SLIVER ! maa prepre lloves llonq john sliiverr ,, dhen we eatt ,, ttalk dhere . LOL ! dhen iie saw maa qan erzii ,, esmondd . shho llonq neverr see hhiim lliiao llorhh ,, dhen fiinally see hhiim . LOL ! miishh hhiim llotts sehh ! dhen maa prepre && iie qo ttake neopriintt aqaiin ! LOL ! niice niice niice ! dhen afterr ddatt we ttook bus hhome ,, wartt a llonq jouneryy hhome siiaa . LOL ! dhen at niiqhtt ,, we qo YOUTUDE.COM ttuhh see some MTVs dhen maa prepre && iie see dharr IMAGINE ME WITHOUT YOU MTV dhen we see till cryy siiaa ! iit's dharr fiirstt ttymee iie saw prepre see MTV till cryy llerhh . she become more && more emontiionall lliiao . LOL !

iie'm llonelly sehh )):

pllease lloves miiee more dhen iie ddo [:

prepre depressiion .

shhe lloves kiissiinq miiee =x

priscilla && winnie

we siimplly lloves dhiis piic !

iie'm depress )):

depress preciiousllys .

shhe's maa lloves [[:

beiinq iin lloves iis shho stress .
iie ratherr bbiiee allone !

2006-07-19T16:47:00.000+08:00

TUESDAY =]

diid nortt qo schooll coshh iie cantt wake upp shho jushh neverr qo llorhh . wentt causewayy poiintt iin daa afterrnoon wiib maa prepre ,, maa marmiiee ,, maa auntiiee && maa auntiiees friiendds . wentt ttuhh eatt seoull qarden ,, bbutt before eatiinq ,, miiee && prepre qo ttake neopriint ,, we ttook 2 ttymees nerhh . daa neopriints iis shho niice llorhh . iie will uplloadd once iie qett iit scannedd . dhen afterr ddatt wentt hhome ,, dhen rott att hhome lliiao . hah .

WEDNESDAY =]]

ttudaee no schooll dhen slleep till afterrnoon ttymee ,, dhen rreplly ttesttiieemomos && update friienddsterr profiile && wriite blloq . ddunchh noee wartt ttuhh wriite lliiao . LOL !

still qott anotherr 7 more ddaees ttuhh miiee && darliinq dderhh 6 month anniiversaryy !

prepre eatiinq xD

prepre eatiinq daa pepperr beef iie cook ferhh hherr .

prepre cookiinq ferhh miiee =] shho sweett ofb hherr .

see daa waee she eatt daa prawn aqaiin =p

shho unnaturall dderhh prepre =x

prepre eatiinq llady friinqer ,, ttiinkkiinq ofb hherr bboyy iie ttiinkk xD

see daa wholle pllate ofb prawns iis we cook dderhh :))

daa iice kachanq prepre make ferhh miiee =D

bbaobeiie hellp miiee ediit dderhh ppiic .
wootts ~ shho lloves hherr !

2006-07-17T12:28:00.000+08:00

iie'm bbackk ttuhh blloq . LOL ! iie tott iie will nortt pllay maplle ,, bbutt now iie was pllayiinq maplle . LOL ! yesterdaee maa prepre iis shho funniiee siiaa ,, shhe was pllayiinq daa computerr dhen suddenlly hhe qo ttuhh daa kiitchen ,, quess wartt shhe iis ddoiinq ?! shhe forqett ttuhh BRUSHH hherr tteeth && dhen shhe was brushiinq hherr tteeth . LOL ! cuttiie prepre sehh !

iie wentt ttuhh rebond maa friinqe && cutt maa friinqe on saturdaee . wootts ~ iie lloves maa new friinqe shho muchh sehh ! LOL !

o llevell iis comiinq lliiao ,, bbutt iie still ddunchh hab daa mood ofb stardyiinq && iie ddunchh hab daa exam mood . LOL ! bbutt no matterr wartt ,, iie'll ttryy maa bestt ttuhh ddo well dderhh ,, iin order nortt ttuhh diisappoiintt maa belloved marmiiee whho pay shho muchh ttuhh llett miiee stardy priivate o . heh -

hhaiishh ,, rrellatiionshiip iis suchh a nuiisance && iis makiinq miiee crazy siiaa !!! iib iie qo acceptt A ,, B will qett hhurtt . iib iie acceptt B ,, A will qett hhurtt . dhen C hab waiited ferhh miiee ferhh yyears llerr ,, yett iie diid nortt acceptt hhiim . iie ddunchh noee wartt ttuhh ddo llerhh . A qiib miiee a week ttuhh consiiderr ,, && now iis allready daa 4th ddaees ,, bbutt maa miind iis still BLANK ! hhow siiaa ?! B && C iis still waiitiinq ferhh miiee . all ddiis 3 quys duii miiee veryy daa qud . ddey ranq wo hhen nan xuan zhe . diiao -_-"

maa xiiaopearll`biitchh hellp miiee ediit dderhh . wootts -
ILOVEHER !

2006-07-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

yyesterdaee actually wanna updatte maa blloq liiao ,, bbutt dden com sott sott dden cantt blloq liiao llorhh . hah - dden ttudaee dden onliine dden blloq llorhh . wahah - yyesterdaee wen ttuhh schooll llate dden afterr schooll we wentt westtmall dden maa prepre eatt daa ttomyam ramen ,, dden waee shhe eatt daa prawns iis damn CHIIO siiaa . wahah - llata see daa ppiics bellow ofb hherr niice eatiinq xD dden yesterdaee niiqhtt miiee && maa prepre cantt slleep dden we ttook llotts ofb ppiics siiaa . wahah - dden maa prepre still qo wearr hherr schooll uniiform actt quaii . hah ((:

dden ttudaee neverr qo schooll coshh afterrnoon qott o llevell chiinese orall . daa orall iis quiite okiiee llarhh ,, iie ttiinkk iie can make iit dderhh ,, shho iis maa prepre . hah - dden afterr orall we wentt hhome dden aroundd eveniinq ttymee we wentt outtram . we wentt dhere anyhow walk here walk dhere ,, dden maa prepre suddenlly saee shhe wanna eatt charr kwayy tiiao dden we searchh daa wholle chiinattown dden fiindd hherr charr kwayy tiiao . dden whiile searchiinq ,, iie was darn hunqryy liiao dden daa momentt shhe foundd hherr char kwayy tiiao iie jiiu qo call ferhh maa food lliiao . hah - dden iie eatt ttill qott ttears iin maa eyes . wahah - shho YUMMY ~

sadd siiaa ,, ttmrr cantt meett ma darliinq aqaiin . hhaiishh ` shho llonq neverr meett hherr lliiao dden tott ttmrr can meett hherr bbutt iin daa endd cantt . hhaiishh - darliinq ,, ddunchh bllame eurrsellf ,, nortt eurr faullt . ILU !

see daa waee maa prepre eatt daa prawn xDD

driink watterr still ttoo daa moutth . wahah ((:

cuttiie prepre (x

shhe iis hao - lliian iinq hherr paull frankk cliip =x

ah ma dderhh miiee ((x

no make upp dderhh miiee .

preciiouslly acttiinq cutte . LOL !

fiishfiish us ((:

iie kiiss hherr . wootts -

naturall us -

nerdy miiee .

uqlly miiee =\

she kiiss miiee . hah -

shhe sllap miiee . ouchh !

maa favouriite ppiic ofb daa ddaee ((:

iie llazyy upddatte ppiics llerr ,, uppdatte wen iie free bbahh . heh -

iie ddunchh wanna lloves ue liiao ,, lloviinq ue hhurtts miiee more . hhaiishh -
iie wanna bbiiee a siimplle qerll whho can fall iin lloves && neverr qett hhurtt .
wen can iie bbiiee ?!

2006-07-12T17:30:00.000+08:00

WTF qett ttuhh miiee !? iie llostt daa riinq ddatt darliinq brouqhtt ferhh miiee . ddatt's ourr promiise riinq nerhh . cheebye siiaa . iie cantt fiind iit llerhh . hhaiishh )): everyytthiinq jushh ddunchh seems ttuhh qo well wiib miiee . WTF !

messaqe ttuhh darliinq :

darliinq ,, iie'm shho sorriiee ddatt iie llostt daa riinq ue brouqhtt ferhh miiee . iie'll ttryy maa bbestt ttuhh qo && fiindd iit dderhh . iib iie realliiee cantt fiindd iit ,, realliiee veryy sorriiee nerhh . hhaiishh )): iie oshho ddunchh noee whyiiee will flly outt ofb maa hand dderhh .
sorriiee darliinq !

2006-07-12T14:36:00.000+08:00

iie fell iin lloves wiib hhiim ,, bbutt hhiis ex came bbackk ttuhh ask hhiim ferhh pattchh shho iie onlly can qiib upp && wiishh hhiim all daa bbestt . coshh daa bboth ofb us diid nortt even meett before . iie'm sure iie can forqett hhiim && carry on wiib maa llyfee dderhh . iie ttiinkk iie can fiind someone bbetta dden hhiim dderhh bbahh . feeliinq hhurtt .

a bbroken hheartt ; a bbroken smiile ; a bbroken promiisee )):

2006-07-11T22:04:00.000+08:00

iie was rott ttuhh death ttudaee !

wentt ttuhh schooll llate ttudaee ,, dden afterr schooll wentt westmall wiib maa prepre && we hab ourr llunchh dhere && shop ferhh awhiile ttuhh see wartt ttuhh qett ferhh hherr meiimeiis . as hherr meiimeiis biirthdaee iis comiinq llerr ,, shho niidd ttuhh qett presentt ferhh hherr . dden att westtmall diidn't qett ttuhh fiind any suiitablle presentt shho we wentt choa chu kanq llot 1 ttuhh see whetherr iis dhere any presentt suiitablle ferhh hherr ,, dden we saw a blloasterr ddatt's kiinda cutte && iis piiq dderhh ,, dden we deciided ttuhh qett ddatt ferhh hherr meiimeiis as hherr biirthdaee presentt bbutt we qonna qett iit onlly on thursdaee ((:

dden att choa chu kanq llot 1 dderhh more dden words ,, prepre &&amp;amp;amp; iie brouqhtt a piiq eachh && a handfone striip ferhh ourr fone . LOL ! daa piiq iis damn cutte siiaa . heh - ((:

dden afterr ddatt we headed hhome coshh we are meettiinq maa prepre's marmiiee ttuhh qo concourse ttuhh hhab ourr diinnerr && shopp ferhh hherr meiimeiis qiift ttuhh hherr cllassmates . dden we wentt ttuhh COCA ferhh ourr diinnerr ,, shho YUMMYY ((x

saw a darn niice dderhh MP3 onliine . dden actually wanna buyy dderhh bbutt daa priice seems veryy expensiive nerhh )):

ttmrr no schooll dden can slleep till iie sonq dden wake upp arhh . LOL ! piiqqy miiee . heh ((:

bellow iis daa ppiics ((:

piiq ((: cutte nerhh . LOL !

miickeyy mouse mp3 . chiio !

iie ttiinkk iie hhab fallen iin lloves wiib ue . bbutt iie ddunchh noee whetherr iis iit correctt ttuhh fall iin lloves wiib ue . hhaiishh )):

2006-07-10T12:55:00.000+08:00

once aqaiin iie won daa mattchh between iitally && france . woohoo - iie'm shho llucky nerhh . LOL ! iie neverr qamblle veryy biiq llarhh ,, coshh small qamblle jiiu hhao liiao llorhh . hah - small qamblle iie jiiu veryy happiiee llerr nerhh . LOL !

saturdaee iie wentt outt wiib adriian . shho llonq neverr see hhiim llerr ,, still shho cockk siiaa hhiim . LOL ! dden hhe brouqhtt miiee maa llonq wiished ferhh dderhh ANNA SUII SERECT WIISHH perfume . hhe saee iis ferhh miiee as maa bellatedd biirthdaee presentt dderhh . LOL ! tthankq shho muchh arhh ADRIIAN !! woohoo -

piictures ofb maa ANNA SUII PERFUME ((:

woohoo - maa perfume ((:

anna suii ; serectt wiishh ((:

now iie wiishh iie coulld bbiiee lloves aqaiin ,,
bbutt fiirstt iie niidd ttuhh fiind a quy who iis realliiee wortthh maa lloves dderhh ,,
&& hhe will nortt ttoy maa feeliinqs orr hhurtt miiee dderhh .
iie WANNA bbiiee LLOVES aqaiin !

2006-07-09T22:24:00.000+08:00

yyeahh ! yyesterdaee iie wiin daa matchh between qermanyy && portuqal . hah - iie bett qermanyy && iie won . wahah - fiirstt ttymee ofb maa llyfee iie qamblle ferhh soccerr && iie won nerhh . shho daa happiiee siiaa . hah -

ttudaee miidniiqhtt iis iitally between france . iie bett ferhh iitally ,, iie hhope iitally will wiin siiaa . hah - iitally jiiayou worhh !! LOL !

iie wanna bbiiee lloves aqaiin .
bbutt can iie ?!
iie wanna fall iin lloves aqaiin .
bbutt can iie ?!
hhaiishh -

2006-07-06T21:50:00.000+08:00

OH MAA GODD ! iie llosee soccerr yesterdaee nerhh )): iie bbett daa qrape tteam dden ddatt stupiid france wiin . nabeiie cheebye siiaa !! arqhh - dden iie llosee dden niidd ttuhh ttreatt maa prepre eatt ,, hah - neverrmiindd llarhh ,, as llonq as prepre happiiee jiiu hhao nerhh . heh -

iie made upp maa miindd yesterdaee . siinqle iis daa bbestt ferhh miiee now . coshh wen iin a relatiionshiip niidd ttuhh ttiinkk ddiis ttiinkk ddatt ,, hhen fan llerhh !! iie'm FATED ttuhh bbiiee ALLONE dderhh )):

some ppiics ttook wiib prepre on ttuesdaee ((:

2006-07-05T21:57:00.000+08:00

MAYB IIT'S ALL FATED BBAHH ! HHAIISHH # NOW IIE CANTT TTIINKK OFB ANYTHIINGG . MAA MIINDD IIS TOTALLY BLANK ! GIIB MIIEE A BREAK CAN ! ARGHHS - TTULLAN SIIAA - CB !

2006-07-05T17:58:00.000+08:00

iie'm here ttuhh write maa bloqq . hhaiishh# iie ddunchh noee wartt happen ttuhh miiee . suddenly iie miishh hhiim shho much . iie ttiinkk iie still cantt qett over hhiim bbahh . bbutt hhe iis no llonqerr bby maa siidee llerr && mayb hhe no llonqerr lloves miiee . althouqh iiw tell lloadd ofb ppl ddatt iie hab already qett over hhiim orr even iie lloves hhiim no more ,, bbutt iie ttiinkk iie'm jushh lyiinq ttuhh maaself bbahh . iie ddo still lloves hhiim ! bbutt now iie ddunchh wiishh ddatt hhe will return ttuhh miiee ,, iie jushh wan hhiim ttuhh bbiiee happiiee && iie'll bbiiee happiiee . iit's okiiee ferhh miiee ttuhh qett hhurtt . iie ddunchh miindd anymore llerr . tta hhao jiiu shii wo hhao .

iie noee wartt iie saee now mayb veryy selfiishh ttuhh daa other hhiim bbutt iie cantt hellp iit nerhh . hhaiishh# iie ddunchh wanna hhurtt ue . sorriiee ! ue can counted as iie'm selfiishh bbahh . wanq llerr wo ,, ranqq hou qu chao yii qe qen hhao dderhh . wo bbuhh zhii dderhh nii dderhh aii . wartt daa fcuk iie'm doiinq !?

ue're daa one iie realliiee lloves ,,
bbutt ue hab lleftt miiee ,,
iie ddare nortt as ue ttuhh come bbackk ttuhh maa siidee ,,
coshh even iib ue return ttuhh maa siidee ,,
ue mayy nortt lloves miiee llykee ue used ttuhh .
iie rather liidartt .

lloves iis always liidartt dderhh ,, either ue qett hhurtt or ppl hhurtt ue . iie rather qett hhurtt dden hhurttiinq ppl . LLOVES SUCKKS !!! iie wanna bbiiee stronq ,, bbutt can iie ? somettymee maa ttears will jushh roll down automatically && maa miindd will always flood outt daa ddaees we spent toqetherr . hhaiishh#

070506 daa ddaee ue make miiee fall deeply iin lloves wiib ue .
160606 daa ddaee ue lleftt miiee all alone iin daa dark .
050706 daa ddaee iie realize maa lloves ferhh ue iis still ddere && iis veryy deep .

wartt daa hell am iie ddoiinq siiaa ?! fcuk daa hell upp man ! iie'm shho farked upp now . can someone please kill miiee ,, llett miiee lleave ddiis complicated world . hhaiishh ! LLEAVE MIIEE ALONE !!!

tthanks qodd ,, maa darliinq && hherr bboyy iis bbackk toqtherr aqaiin ((:

2006-07-03T18:47:00.000+08:00

hhaiishh . maa darliinq && hherr bboyy no more llerr . dden shhe iis shho sadd . iie ddunchh wan hherr ttuhh bbiiee sadd nerhh . iie jushh wan hherr ttuhh bbiiee as happiiee as before . darliinq ,, bbiiee stronqq nerhh ! rememberr iie'll always bbiiee bby eurr siide dderhh ! ILOVEYOU ~

010706 - happiiee memoriies <3

2006-07-02T15:53:00.000+08:00

LLOVES IIS KILLIING MIIEE !

iie've forqotten ue ,, iie no llonqerr lloves ue .
wiithoutt ue ,, iie still can carryy on wiib maa llyfee .

searchiinq ferhh maa mr riiqhtt ((x

IF IIE FOUND DAA HHIIM :

iie'll lloves ue whole hearttedlly .
iie'll bbiiee tiionq xiim ttuhh ue .
please ddunchh hhurtt miiee .
iie'm weak && fraqile .
please bbiiee ttrue ttuhh miiee .
ILOVEYOU ((x

2006-06-24T20:09:00.000+08:00

llonq ttymee bbohh bloq liiao . ddiis ffew ddaees no moodd ttuhh bloq arhh . coshh iie jushh shii liian dden shho suayy fall siick . hhaiishh -

070506 - hhe enterr maa llyfee .
160606 - hhe lleftt miiee .

iie still lloves hhiim lloadd . bbutt iie ddunchh ttiinkk hhe will bbiiee bbackk bby maa siide aqaiin . bbutt no matterr wartt iie'm willinq ttuhh waitt fferhh hhiim . ILU -

2006-06-04T15:59:00.000+08:00

omq ! tudaee iie'm shho suayy siiaa . maa bloq iis qone ferhh two tymees . wahh . heart paiin siiaa . kao ehh -

weets ~ iie celebrate maa earlly biirthdaee yesterdaee att pasiir riis park . iie realliiee hab fun && iie realliiee enjoy iit shho much . all thank tuhh maa darlinq ,, maa prepre ,, maa jiiejiiee ,, jiiefuu ,, maa korkorr && all maa friends . thankq all who attendd maa biirthdaee yesterdaee .

all maa preciious one iis shho sweett nerhh . iie oshho ddunchh expectt ue quys tuhh bbiiee shho sweett dderhh siiaa . maa erzii ,, alviin ,, calviin ,, liianqwanq ,, xiiaoquii ,, iivan iis shho sweett nerhh ,, dey wrote : ' happiiee biirthdaee tuhh mariissa && priscilla ' on daa sandd . iie ddunchh expectt dem tuhh ddo ddatt bbutt dey diid . iie'm shho touched siiaa . realliiee thankq shho much nerhh . dden maa korkorr qiib miiee a loliipop whiich hhe owe miiee veryy llonq dderhh . fiinally iie receiive from hhiim llerr . keke - dden maa jiiejiiee qiib miiee maa favouriite thiinq miickey && miinniie . dey are a couplle shho dey shoulld bbiiee toqetherr dderhh . lloll - dden jack diidii && tiimo qiib miiee miickey && miinniie softt toy keychaiin . shho sweett siiaa dey all . dden maa erzii qiib miiee a handfone ass . iit may look siimplle bbutt iit's hhiis xiin yii . realliiee thankq shho muchh nerhh erzii . iie lloves all ofb dem damn lloadd nerhh .

althouqh some unhappiiee thiinq happen && we are tullan ofb somethiinq bbutt afterr awhiille everythiinq iis back tuhh normall llerr . keke - we should enjoy daa biirthdaee celebratiion && nortt bbiiee anqriiee orr wartt nerhh . lloll -

daa moment iie reach pasiir riis park ,, prepre && jiiejiiee jiiu wanna throw miiee iinto daa waterr siiaa ,, bbutt too bad unsuccessfull . lloll - dden we startted our bbq llate coshh ofb daa charcoall . haah - dden mariissa friiendd llykee ddunchh noee how tuhh sett upp daa bbq && iis llykee playiinq wiib daa starterrs ,, dden draq draq draq ,, dden lucky mariissa motherr brinq daa friied beehoon come iib nortt dey qonna bbiiee reall hunqry nerhh . lloll -

dden we tii zhao cutt cake ,, coshh mariissa iis lleaviinq ferhh malaysiiaa tudaee . dden wen we blow fiiniish daa candlles ,, prepre && jiiejiiee pushh daa candlles down && asked miiee && mariissa tuhh use ourr mouth tuhh take daa candlles outt dden iie was shho afraiid ddatt dey will pushh miiee down tuhh daa cake bbutt lucky dey neverr . lloll- henq siiaa . bbutt mariissa iis nortt ddatt lucky ,, she kana siiaa . lloll -

dden after playiinq miiee ,, darlinq ,, mark ,, korkorr && hhiis friiends headed outt tuhh whiite sand coshh we wanna buy alcoholliic && oshho tuhh qo && meett maa bmc friiends dden we headed back tuhh pasiir riis park dden iie noee prepre && jiiejiiee wanna dii siiao miiee llerr . coshh jiiejiiee ask miiee qo tiie haiir && oshho qiib miiee driink a cup ofb alcoholl . dden dey use cake tuhh smashh maa face dden after ddatt dey still throw miiee iinto daa water bbutt only maa pants && haiir iis wett . lloll -

dden afterr ddatt we wentt tuhh driink daa alcoholl && dden miiee ,, jiiejiiee && jiiefu friiends we play qame. we play haii daii quan ,, haii baii ceh && scriissor paperr stone . lloll - * kiinda chiild diishh * daa lloserr hab tuhh driink daa alcoholl . dden miiee && one ofb jiiefuu friiend drunk . lloll - * weak * dden iie was damn tiired dden iie ask darlinq tuhh take miiee tuhh daa shorre dden we talk xiin shii till iie fall asleep . lloll -

iie slept ferhh abtt 2 hourrs plus dden dalinq wake miiee upp at around 5plus . dden wen iie wake upp jiiejiiee told miiee she help miiee pack everythiinq llerr . jiiejiiee iis shho sweett siiaa . lloves hher lloadd ! dden afterr ddatt jiiefuu cook sotonq && stiinqray ferhh miiee tuhh eatt . * sweet jiiefuu * keke -

dden abtt 6plus all ofb us headed home . miiee ,, prepre && her stead headed home by cabby ,, darlinq oshho headed home by cabby ,, jiiejiiee && jiiefuu headed home by bus ,, dden jiiefuu friiends headed home by bus 11 . lloll – daa momentt miiee ,, prepre && hher steadd reachh home ,, we iis damn happiiee coshh we saw daa thiinq we wan ,, && iit's daa BED !!! lloll - dden iie wentt tuhh hab a showerr && off iie wentt tuhh bed llerr .

hhaiishh - yesterdaee hhe diid nortt come outt from hostell . yesterdaee was daa fiirstt saturdaee hhe neverr come outt && oshho iit's daa fiirstt saturdaee iie neverr hearr hhiis voiice && receiive hhiis msq . iie realliiee miishh hhiim damn lloadd llorhh . hope tmrr iie can receiive hhiis fone call .

tmrr iis maa sweett seventteen biirthdaee llerr . fiinally iie qonna seventteen llerr . lloll -

loliipop from bbaobeiie KUKU korkorr `

miickey && minniie from jack diidii && tiimo `

miickey && miinniie from bbaobeiie jiiejiiee `

handfone ass from ah pek erzii `

babby ;
ue're daa reason iie live ferhh .
ue'll always qonna bbiiee maa llove .
no one can replaced ue .
iie lloves ue damn lloadd .
muackk -

2006-05-28T17:05:00.000+08:00

lucky tudaee at 2.24pm hhe ask miiee ferhh patchh llerr . finally we aree backk tuqetherr aqain llerr . iie simply love hhiim tuhh deep llerr norhh . realliiee cannott ddo withoutt hhiim siiaa .

yesterdaee coshh ofb hhiim ,, iie cutt maa handd . hhaiishh - iie realliiee ddunchh noee wartt tuhh ddo ddatt's whyiiee iie will lidartt ddo dderhh . sorriiee ferhh those who realliiee karee lloadd ferhh miiee . iie ddunchh mean itt dderhh .

soon ,, hhe qoinq backk hostell llerr . bbutt neverrmiindd iie tell hhiim beforee no matterr how lonq hhe qo iin iie oshho will waitt ferhh hhiim dderhh . iie will neverr lett hhiim qo aqain . iie swearr ! hhe promiise miiee ddatt hhe wontt lleave miiee aqain . iie realliie hope we can lastt now .

babby ; iiloveyoo .
iie simply love ue shho muchh .

ddunchh worriiee diis iis nortt maa handd -

daa boy iie love deeplyy -

backk tuqetherr aqain -
our storiiee continued ..

momentt withoutt ue -
iie miishh ue .

neverr qonna lett ue qo aqain .
iie'm qonna hold on tiqhtly tuhh ue && diis relatiionshiip .
wo hao aii hao aii nii -

ps ; nextt week iie qonna celebratee maa biirthdaee llerr . ddunchh noee whetherr ue aree cominq outt from daa hostell marhh ,, bbutt iie's okiiee ,, iib ue neverr come outt ue can always celebratee maa biirthdaee wiib miiee wen ue comee outt . iie'll always waitt ferhh ue dderhh . muackk -

2006-05-27T21:36:00.000+08:00

hhaiishh - hhe leftt miiee coshh ofb family pressure . iie oshho chose tuhh lett hhiim . iie still ddo love hhiim lloadd . iie'm sure we'll bbiiee backk aqain dderhh . iie still LOVES hhiim .

babby ; ILOVEYOU !
IN THE PAST ILOVEYOU
NOW ILOVEYOU
FOREVER ILOVE -

2006-05-21T11:43:00.000+08:00

lonq tymee no bloq ller . heeh ~ let miiee updatee wart iie do yesterdaee . qees `
yesterdaee iie ask darlinq tuhh bomb miiee wakee upp coshh we meetinq nuuer at 11 && wanna qo pasir ris tuhh book ourr bbq.maa darlinq bomb miiee at 9 dden llazyy dderhh miiee sleep till 1o.15 && makee daa whole meetinq draq tuhh 12plus && iie makee darlinq tuhh waiit ferhh miiee at AMK MRT station ferhh a hour plus . shho sorriiee maa preciious darlinq ` around 12plus met maa darlinq dden we took bus && qo nuuer's house && wen arrived at nuuer's house she cook tom yam soup ferhh us bbutt daa tom yam soup was shho sour && hot . omq ! iit's bad ferhh maa throat bbutt since iis nuuer cook dderhh && iie finish daa whole bowl . lols ~ after finsih everythinq at nuuer's house dden we headed tuhh pasir ris park tuhh book our bbq pit . we took bus deree ,, iie was kinda tulan wen we headed deree coshh maa bbaobeiie jiiejiiee msqq miiee && ddat tymee qan hao nuuer iis seeinq maa fone dden wen maa jiiejiiee msqq miiee shhe ddunchh noee how tuhh llet ue see dderhh llerhh ,, she will see iit herself ller dden qib iit back tuhh ue . iie hated diis llorhh ! bbutt iit's okiiee llarhh ,, we reached pasir ris interchanqe dden we went tuhh tske bus tuhh pasir ris park dden iie receive a call from HHIIM . wee ~ iie tot he never comee outt diis week && makee miiee damn miishh HHIIM llorhh . bbutt iin daa end he GOT comee outt.wee ~ he call miiee && ask miiee wheree am iie && saee he saw miiee ,, he ask miiee after pasir ris park qo find HHIIM && iie aqree tuhh iit coshh iie wanna see maa preciious HHIIM . kekes ` dden went tuhh meet HHIIM at hhiis house downstairs dden we went tuhh queensway shoppinq centre walk walk && we waited ferhh maa prepre ferhh an hour outside queensway shoppinq centre dden iie did spent tymee alone wib HHIIM,, dden after maa prepre come ,, den actually iis wanna qo tampines mall dderhh bbutt he ferqet tuhh brinq hhiis ez-link && he oshho never brinq hhiis wallet all ddat shho we decided nort tuhh qo tampines && headed tuhh town . dden he accompany us wait ferhh bus dden he took cabby tuhh hhiis qrandma's housee . dden we took daa wronq bus siiaa ,, takee one biq roundd && still we return tuhh queensway shoppinq centre dden we waited ferhh another bus tuhh qo town . while waitinq ferhh daa bus iie told maa darlinq all maa feelinqs den suddenly saee dao he at hostell kana beaten && recall he lettinq miiee see hhiis injures dden iie cry siiaa . stupiidd miiee nerhh ` hhaiishh ` hope diis kindd ofb thinq wont happen aqain llorhh . dden we waited ferhh daa wronq bus dden we all tulan dden we took cabby tuhh town ,, dden we walk around cineleisure dden after ddat we headed tuhh plaza sinqapura dden straiqht away we went tuhh daa food court && sitt down && eat . lols ` hunqry nerhh * dden 1opm we headed home ,, maa darlinq went tuhh take train den miiee && maa prepre we went tuhh bus home den we reached home around 11plus .

babby ,,
iie ddunchh wan any thinq badd tuhh happen tuhh ue .
iie cant affordd tuhh lose ue norhh .
iie realliiee damn love ue nerhh .

iloveyou .
imissyou .
ineedyou .
muackk .

2006-05-14T17:14:00.000+08:00

it's been quite lonq since iie last update maa bloq . haah ` dis few days kinda lazy tuhh update maa bloq shho neuer update llorhh .

maa boy came out ofb hostell on thursdaee niqht . dden iie finally met hhiim on saturdaee . first iie went maa mother's place tuhh takee back maa retarded's jiiejiiee fone dden after ddat iie headed down tuhh pasir ris tuhh meet maa boy dden we took cab down tuhh maa retarded's place tuhh pass hhiim hhiis jiiejiiee's fonee . dden after ddat we took cab down tuhh maa boy qrandma's house and we rot at dere till 5plus dden headed down tuhh east coast tuhh meet hhiis family && eat dinner . after ddat hhe qiib miiee cabby fare home . bbut iie can sense ddat hhiis family member somehow ddunchh llykee miiee . hhaiishh ` bbut as iie tiinkk it wont bbiiee a problem bbahh ,, coshh as lonq as iie noee hhe love miiee && iie love hhiim can ller . iie realliiee hab a qreat tymee wib maa boy on saturdaee . wee ~

tymee files shho fast wiib hhiim . hhe iis on hhis way back tuhh hostell ller . iie miishh hhiim ` it's another week ferhh daa both ofb us . bbut iie'm willinq tuhh wait ferhh hhiim tuhh come out .

dere's are some ppiic iie took wiib hhiim :

iie'm EURS ; hhe's MIINEE `

our love will neuer diie `

babby ; iloveyou `
iie'm willinq tuhh wait ferhh ue tuhh come out `
never qonna lleave ue `
o7o5o6 ; o1.5oam

2006-05-07T23:29:00.000+08:00

iie foundd maa boyboy ller.

wee~

pleasee ddunchh lleavee miiee .

ILOVEYOU ; BABBY !

2006-04-24T13:52:00.000+08:00

didn't bloqq fer llonqq tymee ller . here tuhh update some . hhaiishh .

tudaee went fer lesson as normal . no mood fer lesson ,, hhaiishh ,, iie was listeninq tuhh sonqqs all daa waee . dden iie reply preciiously msqq dden shhe reply miiee back suchh a touchiinqq msqq && iie cry llorhh . hhaiishh ! after lesson ,, wen tuhh eat at juronq entertainment ,, bbut iie did nort eat . dden after ddat preciiously brinq miiee qo kbox ,, daa moment iie reach kbox iie started tuhh dian sonqq && sinq dden iie cry siiaa ,, hhaiishh ! iie simply tuhh love hhiim ller bbahh ,, iit`s llykee fuckinq hardd tuhh qet over hhiim llorhh . nabeii ~ iie took lloadd ofb couraqe tuhh fall iin love aqaiin ,, bbut iin daa end iie still qet hurt . hhaiishh . nabeii ~ wart daa hell siiaa . wen dden iie can find someone who realliiee love miiee && stop hurtinqq miiee . wen ?!?!?!?!?!

[ SUNDAY ]

yesterdae was preciiously birthday && iie tot iie could celebrate wiib hher bbut iin daa end ,, iie was shho sadd ddat iie cant euer sinq hher birthday sonqq ,, coshh wen iie receive hhiis break upp msqq iie cry till ddunchh llykee wart . sorriiee preciiously . iie ddunchh mean iit dderhh . hope ue can understand .

HE IS GONE FEREUER && EUER ! HE WILL NEUER RETURN TUHH MIIEE AGAIIN LLER ! HHAIISHH ! IIE LOVE HHIIM SHHO MUCHH IIN THE END WART IIE GET ,, A DEATH SENTENCE FROM HHIIM !

iie still lOve hhiim as muchh as before .

baby ; will ue be mine aqaiin ?

hhaiishh .

0104 ` 06 tuhh 2304 ` 06 .

2006-04-17T11:33:00.000+08:00

tudaee wen tuhh school as normal . bbut tudaee we neuer llatee nerhh . haah . iit`s a miracle nerhh ! haah . hmm ,, dden after lesson wen tuhh eat KFC dden llataa iie`m meetinq ALOY KORKOR . maa bbaobeiie k0rk0r . heeh . iie wan see hhiim ! hhe shho shuaii llorhh . haah .

[ SATURDAEE ]

wen out wiib nuuer ,, darliinqq ,, preciiously ,, winnie . went town shoppiinqq ,, dden iie was llykee half sadd half happiiee . ddunchh noee whyiiee oshho siiaa . hhaiishh . bbut afterall iie still enjoy daa outinq wiib them . love them all ll0add =D

[ SUNDAEE ]

rotted at homee ~ watchh teebee ,, eat eat eat . haah

iie'm realliiee ueryy afraid ddat hhe will lleavee miiee anytymee ,, iie jushh ddunchh noee wart tuhh ddo now ,, iie can only walk one step ; count one step . hhaiishh . shattered heart siiaa .
BABY IIE LOVE YOU !!

2006-04-13T13:55:00.000+08:00

there's a bad feelinq . iie'm afraid somethinq bad will happen . iie ddunchh realliiee hhabb faith in this realtionship ller . iie ddunchh noee whyiiee . whyiiee hhe ddunchh wan tuhh llet hhiis friiendds noee iie`m hhiis steadd ,, whyiiee hhe wan miiee tuhh tell hhiis friiendds ddat iie'm hhiis friiendd && nort steadd . iie ddunchh noee wart hhe tinkinq . hhe from yesterdaee till now neuer contact miiee ,, iie'm realliiee afraid nerhh . hhaiishh . wart tuhh ddo ? hhaiishh .

LOSE FAITH IN THIS RELATIONSHIP ):

2006-04-10T12:44:00.000+08:00

hmm ,, neuer been updatiinqq maa bloq due tuhh computer break down . haah . shho now iie`m iin daa lan shop updatiinqq maa bloq . hmm ,, llet miiee update wart iie hhabb been doinq daa past few daes =D

[ THURSDAY ]

went tuhh school as normal && oshho miiee && preciiously dderhh zhuan chanq iis LATE . haah . hmm ,, there's no bio lesson shho we went out wiib our BMC friiends . we went town ,, hhabb a damn borinq movie && we ate LJS fer dinner . dden after daa movie preciiously boy came tuhh meet hher dden we went home tuqether . iie was damn quiet on daa waee home ,, iie oshho ddunchh noee whyiiee =x after dat went tuhh do those wash upp dden went tuhh talk on fone ller llorhh . nothinq muchh llarhh . haah =D

[ FRIDAY ]

went tuhh school as normal aqaiin fer maths dden LATE aqaiin . wahaah . the maths lesson was still fine bbut siian llorhh ,, iie ddunchh understand wart daa teacher iis teachiinqq siiaa . haah . bbut after all still okiiee llarhh . hmm ,, after maths lesson ,, miiee && preciiously went tuhh eat wiib our BMC friiendd as normal llorhh ,, dden we hhabb tuhh waiit fer our marmiiees tuhh comee school tuhh pay school fee dden after payiinqq we went juronq point tuhh pay our exam fee dden we hhabb our dinner there && dden preciiously went MAC tuhh pay hher apple dipper . wahaah . shhe wanted tuhh buy daa apple dipper fer ueryy llonqq ller && finally shhe brouqht iit . haah . shhe llet miiee taste 1 piece && iit YUMMY ! =DD dden after ddat we took cab home dden we rotted at home llorhh . in daa niqht iie chatted on fone wiib nuuer ,, darlinq ,, erzii && maa dear ,, planninqq tuhh qo out on saturday . bbut ...

[ SATURDAY ]

suppose tuhh qo out dderhh . bbut dden iie tink maa auntiiee wont allow shho iie did nort qo out . dden iie told nuuer && darlinq ddat iie`m unable tuhh qo out . iie noee they are tulan abt iit bbut sorriiee nerhh . hmm ,, dden miiee && preciiously rotted at home siiaa . we either iis qo tuhh the toilet or watch teebee iin daa livinq room . there's nothinq we can do at home coshh iit's simply shho siian llorhh .

[ SUNDAY ]

woke upp iin daa afternoon && aqaiin miiee && preciiously did nort qo out && we rotted at home aqaiin . haah . siian dao ,, we mad siiaa . we onliiee went toilet ,, kitchen ,, room ,, livinq room . haah . siian rytee ? bbut neuermiindd . our marmiiees lykee tuhh see daa both obf us at home . haah . iie swear iib friidaee neuer qo malaysiiaa iie wont stay at homee ller ,, iie wan tuhh qo TOWN !!!

[ MONDAY ]

tudaee miiee && preciiously wokee upp at 7am && we preparee tuhh qo tuhh school ,, bbut tudaee we only llatee fer 5 minutes && wen we reachh BMC daa teacher jushh started tuhh teach onliiee . shho we did nort miishh anythiinqq . haah . hmm ,, after lesson went JURONG ENTERTAINMENT fer lunch ,, iie jushh ate a bowl obf dessert coshh before qoinq tuhh school miiee && preciiously went tuhh eat a plate obf bee hoon at our house downstairs shho iie`m nort hunqry shho iie onliiee ate a bowl obf dessert ,, bbut iie still cant finish iit . ddunchh noee whyee siiaa ,, iie`m on DIET !! haah . dden actually wanna qo JURONG WEST tuhh repair maa fonee dderhh ,, bbut dden lazy tuhh qo dden neuer qo llorhh . lataa preciiously qoinq tuhh meet hher darlinq dden iie qo home fetch hher meiimeii dden iie meet hher aqaiin tuhh find maa auntiiee coshh we qoinq houqanq tuhh buy uncle's birthdaee present . heeh . HAPPIIEE BIRTHDAEE UNCLEE !!

imissyouttons =D

iloveyouttons xD

2006-04-05T15:06:00.000+08:00

today no lesson . dden kinda sian llorhh . oshho neuer do wart llorhh . now waitinq fer preciiously tuhh qet ready dden wanna qo CHOA CHU KANG tuhh makee our ez-link . today neuer meet hhiim ,, hhe nort free ,, bbut neuermiindd =D mayb meetinq nuuer llataa nerhh . will update aqain wen iie`m back xD

wo yao xinfu =D

2006-04-04T18:56:00.000+08:00

today as fer normal ,, miiee && preciiously are LATE fer lesson aqaiin . haah . llatee iis our zhuan chanqq nerhh . wahaah . hmm ,, today we hhabb enqlish && chinese lesson ,, enqlish was still okiiee && as fer daa chinese iit`s shho fun today nerhh . haah ~ we dii siiao daa chinese lesson . haah ~ dden after chinese we headed tuhh westmall to meet auntiiee fer dinner && dden we headed home ller .

yesterday we went school as normal && went we finish our lesson ,, miiee && preciiously headed tuhh kbox && after ddat iie went tuhh meet maa deardear . heeh . meet hhiim fer abt 2 tuhh 3 hours dden after ddat iie headed home && rest fer awhile dden preciiously wanna qo pasamalam dden we went there fer awhile && headed home ller . dden at niqht ,, shhe play manjonq wiib daa computer dden ddunchh wanna kkaree miiee siiaa . sobsob ~ haah . dden while shhe was playinq iie went tuhh chat wiib maa deardear ,, nuuer && darlinq . heeh ~

ever since 0104`06 ; 0104am `
wo shenqq shenqq dderhh aii shanqq nii .
aii nii yii beii zii xD

2006-04-01T15:30:00.000+08:00

1st april 2006 at 01.04am i found my PRINCE ller . iloveyou ttons . promise me you will not leave me ; promise me you will not hurt me . promise me you love me . i hope we can last lonq . muack xD iloveyou .

PRINCESS AII PRINCE - *
o1o4o6 ` o1o4am

princess ^ nuttiiee =D

2006-03-29T13:57:00.000+08:00

yesterday wake up late for school , no matter how tired i am i still have to draq my ass up obf the bed to qo to school && study . yesterday lesson are english && chinese , we were late fer both english && chinese . coshh after english lesson there was half an hour break dden we went LJS to have our breakfast cum lunch && after that we should be qoinq for our chinese lesson but we decided to qo and have a pool game . haah ~ actually yesterday miiee && preciiously don't want to qo fer chinese but our friend ask us to accompany him and so we aqree . everytime lessons at BMC time passes real fast , also don't know why . after lesson iie went to meet adeline at CLEMENTI .

yesterday was the worse day obf my life . iie hated yesterday load ! taiji liao liao de . hhaiishh . after meetinq adeline at CLEMENTI then we went to BUKIT BATOK MRT station to meet pauline to qo TOA PAYOH to meet baby , ah qer && fiona . after meetinq them we took bus 163 to SENGKANG SECONDARY SCHOOL to find kerryn coshh baby , ah qer , pauline wanna find jolin to settle somethinq bbahh . iie also not very clear about it . after settlinq jolin's matter then lead to kerryn's matter ller . she say in school qot people jio her 1 on 1 then don't know wart llarhh . luan luan luan llarhh . then dui fanq jio people come down then the thinq from small blow till biq biq . then in the niqht , real fiqht happen ller ! irish was beaten badly && was admiitted to the hospital , she was beaten usinq qlass bottles then pauline was beaten also , her fone is qone her qold necklace is qone too && dui fanq pull her hair && use glass bottle to hit her head too . hhaiishh ! then iie accompany pauline to TAN TOCK SENG HOSPITAL && iie meet up with adeline then we took a free ride to CLEMENTI && adeline took bus home while iie took the last train home . by the time iie reach home is already 12.10 , iie am so tired .

yesterday is the last day i'm qoinq to meet them ller . coshh iie`m qoinq to play MIA with them ller . iie don't wanna qet into trouble aqain . iie jushh wanna study hard && pass my O level .

i lOve yOu `
sorry iie can't be prefect .

2006-03-23T18:44:00.000+08:00

tudaee wakee upp llatee fer scho0l . l0ls . bbut iin daa end still makee iit tuhh scho0l =D tudaee scho0l was kindaa siian siiaa . after scho0l we went tuhh JURONG EAST entertainment central fer lunchh dden after lunchh dden went fer po0l qamee && after ddat wen K BOX . bbut tudaee no0 mo0dd siinqq ddunchh n0ee whyee . maybb iie miishh hhiim )): hhaiishh ! hhe lleauee miiee fer 1 m0nth 4 ddaes ller , iie still cant ferqet hhiim siiaa . hhaiishh ! iie ll0rve hhiim bbut iie hhatee hhiim tuhh . aiiya ddunchh n0ee wart iiw`m tiinkiinqq llarhh .

il0vey0u ` istilld0 )=

2006-03-22T19:48:00.000+08:00

tudaee nO schoOl ,, dats`s whyee yesterdaee dden can watch DEVIL BESIDE YOU till tudaee m0rniinqq 5plus nerhh ,, dden tudaee sleep till 2plus siiaa , actually wont wakee upp dderhh ll0rhh ,, all coshh obf maa stupid c0usin llarhh sh0ut shh0 ll0udd dden wakee miiee upp . arqhh ! bbut neuermiindd llarhh ,, dden iie wakee upp ller dden watchh DEVIL BESIDE YOU aqaiin . haah . iti`s REALLIIEE a ueryy NIICEE SHOW siiaa ,, yesterdaee iie watch daa diisc dden iie CRY llykee ddunchh n0ee wart siiaa . wahaah . llataa offline mushh ddO hOmewOrk ,, tmr qO schoO ller ,, tmr still niidd tuhh qO bukit merah fOr science pratical .

iprOmiseyOu ` iwilllOveyOufereuer =D

2006-03-21T19:36:00.000+08:00

woohoo ~ back tuhh blogg agaiin . hmm ,, llet miiee saee abt maa school tudaee =D hmm ,, tudaee iie laii daa bed llerhh . haah ~ tudaee miiee && preciiously took train tuhh BMC dden we almost llatee ll0rhh . wakaka . dden iin daa english class hhorhh ,, daa tymee pass shho fast siiaa ,, dden during daa chinese class dderee`s a few guys shho dirty llorhh keep talking about dirty thiingg wen we aree doiingg daa chinese composition llorhh . eee ~ dden teacher saee we can go break fer 15 tuhh 2o mins dden miiee && preciiously pass upp our chinese composition ller dden we run liiao ,, coshh we already finish daa workk . dden we go pasamalan tuhh buy cheese sausage && a drumstick homee ,, dden after buyiingg we goo popular tuhh buy a pocket file shho ddat we ddunchh niidd tuhh carry suchh a big file tuhh BMC ,, after buyiingg we headed hhomee bby train . dden after eatiingg daa cheese sausage && drumstick dden iie went tuhh bed && iie slept fer 2hours plus . haah ~ iie found out ddat iie moree && moree llove tuhh stardyy ller . iie mushh workk hardd diis year && pass maa O =D yesterdaee iie was shho tulan wiib oonee obb maa gan-meiimeii bbut tudaee eueryythiingg iis fiinee ller . meiimeii ue ddunchh sadd ller ,, noo matter wart ,, iie will always bbe bby eur siidee dderhh =DD

ilOveyOu ` iprOmiseidO >33

2006-03-20T17:32:00.000+08:00

finally iie can bl0qq aqaiin ller . c0shh recently maa bl0qq a bit siia0 n0nee obb maa entriies c0mee out ll0rhh . n0w finally can liia0 ,, wo0ho0 ~ shh0 happiiee siiaa . haah . well ,, bbut iie cant p0ssible list out euerythiinqq ddat happen past few weeks . l0ls . hmm ,, shh0 iie can onliiee saee wart happen recently ll0rhh . wahaha .

SUNDAEE , 19 MARCH , 2oo6

iit`s was maa bba0beiie * darliinqq dderhh birthdaee nerhh . wo0ho0 ~ we went t0wn && we was t0tally madd ll0rhh . llauqhh all daa waee siiaa ,, wahaah ~ iit`s was FUN ,, realliiee ueryy FUN ! iie realliiee enj0y iit ll0add . darlliinqq ; happiiee BELATED birthdaee !! wo0ho0 ~ iie ll0rvee ue ll0add !!

sOmee ppiic takeen belOw =DD

bbOyy ` iniddyOu >33

darliinqq ; miiee ; nuuer

miiee && bba0beiie * nuuer

miiee && bba0beiie * darliinqq

miiee && bba0beiie

darliinqq ; nuuer ; bba0beiie ; miiee

reflectiOn obf US

MONDAEE , 2o MARCH , 2oo6

tudaee start less0n at BMC ,, well well ,, iit`s fiinee llarhh . tudaee starddy PHYSICS . iie still can understandd wart daa teacher iis teachiinqq ll0rhh . l0ls . hmm ,, after less0n precii0usly && iie went tuhh JURONGG EAST ENTERTAINMENT CENTRAL tuhh hhabb our lunchh at LONGG JOHN SLIVER ,, we atee COMBO 1 ,, iit`s yummy !! dden after dat precii0usly saee shhe wanna pak po0l && shh0 we went K POOL ll0rhh ,, dden iie was shh0 LAN tudaee ,, keep ll0siinqq ll0rhh . ddunchh n0ee wart daa pr0blem happen tuhh miiee siiaa . dden after daa po0l sessii0n ,, we headed hh0mee .

IIE`M NORT AN AH LIAN !!! STOP SAYIINGG DAT IIE`M A AH LIAN LLARHH HHORHH !!! IIE`M NORT OKKAYY !!! IIB UE DISLLYKEE DAA WAEE IIE TALK OOR MAA ACTIION DDEN UE CAN JUSH FCUK OBB ,, IIE DDUNCHH GIIB A DAMN TUHH IIT LLARHH !!! WAN DISOWN MIIEE JUSHH COMEE MAII SAEE SAEE ONLIIEE . IIE WAIITIINGG LLARHH HHORHH !!! AFTERALL ,, IIE AM WHHO IIE AM ,, IIE WILL NORT CHANGEE COSHH UE SAEE MIIEE DDERHH . DDUNCHH LLYKEE IIT FCUK OBB !!! UE DIISLLYKEE MIIEE ,, SHHO DDO IIE OKKAYY !!! GET OUT OBB MAA LLYFEE !!! IIE HHATEE UE TUHH DAA COREE !!! BYTCHH !!!

2006-03-19T11:22:00.000+08:00

HELLO TEST TEST.

2006-03-19T11:19:00.000+08:00

HELLO TEST TEST.

2006-02-28T08:13:00.000+08:00

TUESDAEE , 28 FEBRUARY , 2OO6

iie`m here tuhh updatee maa bl0qqiiee dderhh ((: hmm ,, yesterdaee iis maa first ddaee w0rkkiinqq iin F0X && daa department iie'm w0rkkiinqq dderhh iis Fkids && Fbaby dderhh . daa cl0thes iis shh0 kutee ll0rhh bbut iit`s oshh0 ueryy daa tirinqq ll0rhh . iie stand fer 8 h0urs && iin daa 8 h0urs iie`m f0ldiinqq cl0thes ( && iis keep f0ldiinqq && f0ldiinqq ,, n0n - st0p ) . bbut afterall daa j0b iis still okkayy ,, quiitee relax iis ddat onliiee f0ld cl0thes onliiee ll0rhh (: daa ppl dderee iis fiinee tuhh c0shh ddey aree all shh0 friiendly . iie h0pee iie can c0ntinuee w0rkkiinqq . wahh ,, iie`m suree uhh diie tudaee dderhh ,, iie`m w0rkiinqq full shirft tudaee ! fr0m 11.30am tuhh 9.00pm . aii zaii man ! haah ~ maa f0nee line iis beiinqq cut obb )): iie`m buyiinqq a temp dderhh number tuhh usee fiirst ll0rhh .

2006-02-25T11:42:00.000+08:00

SATURDAEE , 25 FEBRUARY , 2oo6

tudaee iie`m shh0 siian ,, w0kee upp early iin daa m0rniinqq dden n0thiinqq tuhh dd0 dden iie o0nliinee dden reply testiieemm0m0 ,, llisten musiics ,, msn chhat . dden llataa iin abt 12.3o ddat tymee iie`m q0iinqq tuhh meet maa nuuer dden qo0 meet maa ddarlliinkk && we`ree q0iinqq tuhh beachh . dden wen iie c0mee bbackk iie`ll updatee aqaiin ((:

iie`m here tuhh updatee abt daa past few ddaees .

o0n 23 februaryy ,, iie meet lla0p0 && bba0beiie outsiidee h0uqanqq sec0ndary scho0l tuhh qo0 bbackk &&amp;amp;amp; takee lleauiinqq cert && lla0p0`s testiieem0m0 . after ddat we went tuhh p0iint dden we went tuhh kopitiam dden bba0beiie went tuhh buy llunchh fer hher mamarx tuhh eat dden after ddat bba0beiie went hh0mee &&amp;amp;amp; lla0p0 && iie headed tuhh t0wn . dden lla0p0 went fer j0b huntiinqq && shhe f0undd a j0b iin Anna Nucci && shhe q0t daa j0b . dden after ddat iie went tuhh ch0a chu kanqq tuhh meet upp maa auntiiee ,, unclee ,, c0usiin && precii0us dden we went tuhh KB0X . dden sfter ddat we headed hh0mee ((:

o0n 24 february ,, iie r0t at hh0mee daa wh0lee ddaee . siian siiaa !!!

2006-02-22T10:01:00.000+08:00

iie ddunchh hhabb any mo0dd n0w . iie`m deeply hhurt rytee n0w . hhaiishh . feel llykee killiinqq maaself . hhaiishh .

iie jushh cant beliieuee ddat ue jushh lleauee miiee jushh liidart ,, wiib daa reas0n ,, iie`m n0rt eur typee . hhaiishh . iib ue`ree n0rt maa typee whyee still can steadd fer 2 m0nths ,, iib ue m0ree early break wiib miiee dden iie w0nt bbe ddat hhurt n0w . hhaiishh .

ue used tuhh pr0miisee miiee ddat ue will n0rt lleauee miiee dderhh ,, bbut whyee n0w thiinqqs turnedd o0ut tuhh bbe liidart ? iie ddunchh wan ddiis o0utc0mee ,, IIE DDUNCHH WAN !!! iie jushh wan ue bbackk bby maa siidee ,, bbut iie n0w iit`s iimp0siiblee ller ,, c0shh ue no0 ll0nqqer ll0rvee miiee && ue saees steadd wiib miiee ueryy siian c0shh we hardly can meet . bbut ue mushh tiinkk ll0rhh ,, ue eueryytymee oshh0 n0rt free ll0rhh ,, liidart hh0w tuhh meet ? hhaiishh ,, neuermiindd wart iie saee n0w oshh0 no0 usee ller ,, c0shh eueryythiinqq iis ouer ller ,, ue aree q0nee n0w && fereuer ller .

bbut whyee iis o0ur ll0rvee shh0 daa weakk ? WHYEE ?!?!?!?!?!?!?! whyee cant we llykee others , whiichh cqan llast shh0 ll0nqq ? whyee mushh ue jushh lleauee miiee jushh liidart ! whyee ?!?!?!?!?!?!?! iie ll0rvee ue shh0 muchh && ue jushh lleauee miiee liidart ,, iie`m deeply hhurt bby ue !

iie t0t ue will n0rt bbe llykee maa others exs jushh lleauee miiee && qo0 ,, bbut iin daa end iit turnedd o0ut tuhh bbe daa samee ,, ue`ree jushh llykee ddem ,, jushh lleauee miiee ! whyee mushh ddiis eueryytymee happen tuhh miiee , hhaiishh !

till n0w iie still cant accept daa fact ddat ue`ree already q0nee ! iie siimply jushh ll0rvee ue shh0 muchh ddat iie ddunchh wanna llet ue qo0 ,, bbut ue already saee daa w0rdd BREAKK tuhh miiee ,, wart`s m0ree can iie saee ? euen iie can h0ldd ue bbackk ,, iie onliiee can h0ld bbackk ue && n0rt eur heart . iib liidart iie rather ddunchh wan ll0rhh ,, iie rather llet ue qo0 && llet ue qo0 && fiindd daa o0nee ue truely ,, truthfully ll0rvee . alth0uqhh llettiinqq ue qo0 iie feel sadd && hhurt ,, bbut as llonqq as ue`ree happiiee jiiu hha0 ll0rhh .

n0w dden iie n0ee ue`ree euen w0rst dden all maa exs ll0rhh . ue t0yy maa feeliinqq ,, ue play miiee ,, ue talk thiinqqs ddat aree n0rt truee . ue`ree w0rst dden a BBASTARDD ! ue realliiee hhurt miiee ueryy ueryy deep . iie`m still cryiinqq fer ue ,, hhaiishh .

llastly ,, iie wan ue tuhh n0ee ddat ,, euen ue t0yy maa feeliinqq ,, ue play miiee ,, ue talk thiinqq ddat iis n0rt truee ,, iie still ll0rvee ue ll0add ,, iie cant makee maaself tuhh st0p ll0rviinqq ue . hhaiishh !!!

iie still ll0rvee ue ,,
bbut iie oshh0 hhatee ue .
hhaiishh .
iie`m siimply shh0 hhurt .

iie`m DEAD !!!

2006-02-20T08:16:00.000+08:00

SUNDAEE , 19 FEBRUARY , 2oo6

UE`VEE LLEAUEE MIIEE O0N 19022006 ; 6.42PM !

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IIE STILL LL0RVEE UE ,, BBUT IIE DDUNCHH WAN TUHH HHABB UE BACK AGAIIN LLER . UE CAN FIIND A BETAA GERL DDEN MIIEE DDERHH .

ALTH0UGH IIE`M CRYIINGG ,, BBUT IIT`S 0KKAYY .

PS : wen dd0iinqq these bl0qq ,, iie`m cryiinqq .

2006-02-19T09:18:00.000+08:00

SUNDAEE , 19 FEBRUARY , 2oo6

hheyy friiendds iie`m bbackk fer bl0qq ! weets * llet`s miiee tell ue quyys wart iie`ve bbeen dd0iinqq thesee few ddaees .

WEDNESDAEE , 15 FEBRUARY , 2oo6

maa mamarx called miiee upp at 1plus iin daa m0rniinqq && iie diid n0rt answer c0shh iie was asleep ller . wen iie wakee upp iin daa m0rniinqq , iie hurriiedd && called hher ,, shhe t0ldd miiee maa meiimeii iis bbeiinqq chasee o0ut obb daa hhsee llykee llast tymee dderhh miiee bby maa paparx . shhe asked miiee tuhh qo0 hher hhsee && iie saee okkayy bbut iie hhabb tuhh settleemaa studiies stuff fiirst shh0 iie went o0nliinee tuhh reqiister fer maa ITE aqaiin ,,

iie h0pee ddiis tymee can makee iit . iib n0rt llykee llast tymee ,, dden iie suree diiee obb b0redness dderhh ,, no0 j0bb no0 scho0l ,, keep slackiinqq at hh0mee o0r keep qo0 o0ut oshh0 cann0t dderhh . dden after iie finish maa scho0l stuff ller dden iie went tuhh hher hhsee . wen iie reachh hher hhsee ,, daa m0ments iie saw maa mamarx ,, shhe SLIM D0WN ller !! heeh xp dden maa meiimeii was sittiinqq iin daa kiitchen eatiinqq dden iie stay iin hher hhsee till eueniinqq 6plus dden iie wanna qo0 bbackk maa auntiiee`s hhsee ller ,, dden iie ask maa meiimeii wanna qo0 bbackk wiib miiee marhh ,, coshh iie see hher al0nee at maa mamarx`s placee llykee ueryy siian liidart ,, shh0 iie ask hher hh0mee wiib miiee && shhe aqree .

THURSDAEE , 16 FEBRUARY , 2oo6

maa meiimeii cant sleep iin maa auntiiee`s hhsee && shhe wakee upp quiitee early ,, ar0undd 9plus ,, dden iie ask hher tuhh qo0 && play daa c0mputer ll0rhh ,, dden llidart dden shhe w0nt bbe ddat siiann ll0rhh ,, dden shhe surf daa net till 11plus dden maa c0usiin wakee upp && hhe wanna chii0nqq hhiis stupiidd war craft ller . dden miiee ,, maa meiimeii && maa precii0us iis shh0 siian ,, dden we went tuhh o0ur auntiiee`s ro0m && o0n daa aiir c0n . actually we wantedd tuhh sleep dderhh ,, bbut maa meiimeii saee wanna watch xiia0xiin ,, dden we watch && llauqh ll0udly . haah :D dden iin daa eueniinqq ,, maa auntiiee bbuyy f00d bback fer us tuhh eat dden maa meiimeii eat ller dden shhe qo0 bbackk maa mamarx`s placee ller .

FRIDAEE , 17 FEBRUARY , 2oo6

iit`s a sadd ddaee fer miiee )): iie went tuhh meet ddarlliinkk iin daa after no0n at anqq mo kii0 central MRT statii0n dderhh cheers . actually iie was supp0see tuhh meet hher o0utsiidee hher scho0l dderhh ,, bbut iie ddunchh tiinkk iie can reachh iin trymee shh0 iie ask her tuhh meet miiee at anqq m0 kii0 central dden after meetiinqq ddarlliinkk ,, we went tuhh meet nuuer && dden we went t0wn tuhh qet xiia0adee`s biirthdaee present . wen we bbuyy hha0 ller ,, dden all obb us went bbackk tuhh nuuer`s hhsee && dden we watchh a ddamn b0riinqq sh0w ,, iit`s was shh0 b0red ddat we st0p watchhiinqq iit . haah :D dden iie went o0nliinee usiinqq nuuer`s llapt0p dden iie reply testiieem0m0 ,, msn chat . dden abt 7 ,, all obb us went hh0mee as nuuer q0t tuhh qo0 fer lless0n . dden we parted at hher hhsee d0wnstaiirs ,, dden miiee && ddarlliinkk went obb tuqether ,, dden HHE* fiinally msqq miiee ,, daa fiirst && daa llast msqq obb daa ddaee . HHE* ask miiee : " dear , where are u " dden iie reply HHIIM* ller dden HHE* neuer reply bbackk ller . dden miiee && ddarlliinkk parted at a bbus st0p && went hh0mee . hhaiishh ,, dden iie was shh0 sadd daa wh0lee ddaee ll0rhh ,, dden iie msqq ddarlliinkk && tell hher ,, dden wen iie went tuhh sleep ,, bbut iie c0uldn`t qet tuhh sleep . iie o0n " kiiss qo0dbyee " tuhh llisten && iie cry . hhaiishh . iie was w0nderiinqq iis HHE* q0nna lleauee miiee ? iis HHIS* feeliinqq fer miiee fadeed ? wart hhe tryiinqq tuhh dd0 ? shh0 maniiee questii0ns uns0lvee .

SATURDAEE , 18 FEBRUARY , 2oo6

iit`s was o0ur sec0ndd m0nth anniversary && xiia0adee meiimeii biirthdaee . iit`s a pr0miisee tuhh qo0 o0ut wiib ddarlliinkk ,, nuuer ,, xiia0adee . dden iie meet upp wiib ddarlliinkk && nuuer at wo0dllandd tuhh qo0 tuhh nuuer`s k0rk0r scho0l dderhh funfaiir ,, iit`s a b0re funfaiir c0shh iie ddunchh hhabb daa mo0dd tuhh enj0y . hhaiishh . after nuuer`s k0rk0r scho0l dderhh funfair ,, we went t0wn tuhh meet xiia0adee && hher friiendds ,, dden we waiited fer hher fer an hh0ur dden shhe arrived wiib hher " friiendds " . shhe t0ld miiee iit`s was ll0add obb ppl ,, iin daa end iit turnedd o0ut tuhh bbe shhe &&amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp;amp; o0nee obb hher friiendd o0nliiee . dd0tiiee ~ bbut whiilee waiitiinqq fer xiia0adee && hher " friiendds " ,, we to0k quiitee a number obb ppiic xDD

lo0k bel0w :

dden we passed xiia0adee hher present && dden walk awhilee dden darlliinkk ,, nuuer && miiee wanna qo0 west c0ast park tuhh shan xiin ller ,, dden we went obb && takee traiin dderee dden iin daa traiin HHE* finally msqq miiee ller dden iie feel muchh betaa ller . heeh :D dden wen we reachh west c0ast shh0 unlucky iit`s was raiiniinqq shh0 heavily siiaa ! arqhh ! dden nuuer ex call hher qo0 hhiis hhsee ,, dden nuuer still qo0 buy macdonald fer hhiim tuhh eat siiaa ,, hhe tiinkk hhe whh0 still niidd tuhh servee hhiim siiaa . tulann abt hhiim siiaa . dden we liin yu qo0 takee cab qo0 hhiis hhsee ll0rhh ,, iit`s a waste obb m0neyy tuhh qo0 hhiis hhsee makee all obb us shh0 tulann ll0rhh dden still break nuuer`s heart ll0rhh . llucky n0w iit`s ouer ller . dden we to0k traiin hh0mee dden iie reachh hh0mee ller ,, iie qo0 bbath dden wen iie camee o0ut obb daa bathro0m dden iie was feeliinqq shh0 siian ller siiaa . hhaiishh ,, siian ll0rhh ,, n0w siickk ller )):

SUNDAEE , 19 FEBRUARY , 2oo6

tudaee iis a siian ddaee . n0thiinqq tuhh dd0 . q0nna r0t at hh0mee daa wh0lee ddaee . tmr niidd qo0 t0wn fer a iinterviiew . haah :DD

ue'ree daa o0nee iie truly ,, truthfully ,, faiithfully ll0rvee . pleasee ddunchh dd0ubt daa ll0rvee iie hhabb fer ue . pleasee ddunchh treat miiee llidart aqaiin ,, iie`m ueryy hurt wen ue treat miiee llidart . pleasee ~

2006-02-15T11:26:00.000+08:00

iie <"33 ue

2006-02-15T09:50:00.000+08:00

WEDNESDAEE , 15 FEBRUARY , 2OO6

yesterdaee iie hhadd a fun && enj0yablee niiqht wiib maa bba0beiie * precii0us ; alth0uqht b0th o0ur bb0yyfriiendd iis n0rt wiib us o0n ddiis ueryy special ddaee fer c0uples ,, bbut we n0ee their heart && s0ul iis still wiib us ((: && obb c0shh ,, thankk precii0usly fer daa beautiiful r0see ((: heeh . iie ll0rvee iit ll0add !

yesterdaee maa bba0beiie * ddear msqq miiee && tell miiee hhe ll0rvee daa co0kiiee ll0add && saee daa co0kiiee iie madee fer HHIIM* iis ueryy niicee . haah . iie happiiee && c0ntentedd ddat HHE* ll0rvee iit . as ll0nqq as HHE* happiiee jiiu hha0 ll0rhh && iie`ll oshh0 bbe happiiee ller . wakakaa . iie hh0pee iie c0uldd spendd ddiis special ddaee wiib UE* eueryy year :DD

haah ,, s0meeo0nee o0wee miiee 2 miickeyy m0usee stuff . wee ~ shh0 happiiee ! kakaa .

s0mee ppiicc to0k wiib maa bba0beiie * precii0usly ((x

s0mee obb maa ppiicc ((:

valentiinee ddaee meal && stuff :DD

2006-02-14T10:37:00.000+08:00

TUESDAEE , 14 FEBRUARY , 2OO6

tudaee iis valentiinee ddaee ,, iie neuer qo0 out wibb maa BB0YY* iit`s kiindaa sadd )): bbut iit`s okkayy ,, as ll0nqq as ii n0ww ddat HHE`S* wiib miiee can ller ((: iie ddunchh ask fer muchh dderhh . alth0uqht iie didnt go0 &&amp; meet HHIIM* tudaee && iis unablee tuhh pass HHIIM* daa valentiinee ddaee present iie hhabb makee fer HHIIM* bbut yesterdaee iie went tuhh sernaqo0n tuhh meet maa DDARRLLIINKK* tuhh pass hher daa valentiinee ddaee present iie hhabb makee fer hher && iie oshh0 pass hher maa BB0YY* dderhh valentiinee ddaee present && iie ask hher tuhh hhelp miiee pass iit tuhh HHIIM* c0shh ddeyy aree iin daa samee scho0l xP iie hh0pee HHE* w0nt miindd ddat daa present HHE* qet iis n0rt thru maa hhandd bbut iis fr0m o0ther`s hhandd . iie`m suree HHE* w0nt miindd c0shh alth0uqht iit`s n0rt thru maa hhandd bbut iit`s thru maa HEART nerhh . LMA0 ~

bba0beiie * ddear ,,

hhappiiee valentiinee ddaee ((:

thankk fer beiinqq maa valentiinee euen thr0uqht ue aree n0rt bby maa siidee iie still can feel

ddat ue`re bby maa siidee all al0nqq ((:

iill0rveeyo0 !

miiee && hhiim dderhh ppiic ((x

2006-02-11T02:55:00.000+08:00

SATURDAEE , 11 FEBRUARY , 2oo6

hmm ,, iie cant qet tuhh sleep shh0 iie c0mee && bl0qq . heeh . kkiindaa siian . llataa iin abt 11h0urs tymee ,, iie`m q0naa qo0 meet maa darlliinkk ,, nuuer ,, diidii ller ((: miishh them ll0add nerhh . heeh . fiirst tymee o0ut wiib darlliinkk && maa nuuer ,, shh0 exciitedd . haah . iie tiinkk ddeyy aree tuhh =x

hmm ,, jushh n0w msqq wiib bba0beiie dear awhilee ,, alth0ught iit`s o0nliiee awhiilee bbut iit`s sweet . heeh . iie n0ee hhe chhu shhii ueryy tiiredd iie oshh0 ddunchh wanna fan hhiim && ddunchh wanna bbe a burdden fer hhiim shh0 hhe tell miiee hhe tmr dden msqq miiee && hhe wanna qo0 rest && shh0 iie aqree c0shh iie ddunchh wan hhe tiiredd ller still msqq miiee ,, iie wan hhiim tuhh takeekaree obb hhiimself ((:

hmm ,, enuff obb bl0qqiinqq ller ,, wanna qo0 zzz n0w c0shh n0w iis alreadyy 3.o5 iin daa m0rniinqq ,, q0t abt 5 tuhh 6 hh0urs obb sleep o0nliiee . 0hh maa q0dd ! bo0 ~ byee ((:

iie <"33 <"33 ue ll0add ll0add .

wiib ll0add obb ll0rvee fr0m miiee tuhh ue ((:

bbe maa valentiinee :D"""

iit`s maa bba0beiie dear && miiee ((:

2006-02-10T10:55:00.000+08:00

FRIDAEE , 1o FEBRUARY , 2oo6

bbackk tuhh bl0qqiinqq ller (: ddiis few ddaees iis rather busy takiinqq kkaree obb maa mamarx . hmm ,, lucky n0w shhe`s fiinee ller ((:

hmm ,, ddiis few ddaee ii neuer qo0 anywheree ,, jushh qo0 hh0spiital dden qo0 hh0mee ller . kkiindaa siian ehh . heeh .

ii`m rather c0ntent ddat hhe`s treatiinqq miiee llykee ii usedd tuhh n0ee dderhh hhiim ller . ii`ve neuer st0p ll0rviinqq hhiim euen hhe treat miiee ddat waee . ii ll0rvee ue dear ! muackk ((:

yeah ! tmr fiinally can meet darlliinkk ,, nuuer ,, bba0beiie ,, diidii && meiimeii ller . wo0ho0 ~ heeh .

2006-02-07T09:10:00.000+08:00

TUESDAEE , o7 FEBRUARY , 2oo6

llucky maa mamarx`s o0peratii0n iis fiinee . maa mamarx iis okkayy ller ,, bbut n0w restiinqq iin daa h0spiital .

whyee o0ncee aqaiin UE* diid n0rt c0ntact miiee . ddat tymee UE* oshh0 liidart neuer c0ntact miiee fer shh0 ll0nqq && ddunchh UE* tell miiee UE* qo0 eur friiendd hhsee t0n aqaiin && dden neuer takee f0nee qo0 scho0l w0rhh . ii n0ee UE* neuer takee f0nee qo0 scho0l dderhh . whyee yesterdaee UE* wh0lee ddaee neuer c0ntact miiee ? wheree aree UE* w0rhh ? UE* iissiit wanna lleauee miiee ller ? o0r iissiit eur feeliinqqs fer miiee fadee ller ? ii hhabb shh0 many questii0ns uns0lvee , hhaiishh ! ue o0ncee pr0miisee miiee ue w0nt lleauee miiee no0 matter wart dderhh , dden whyee n0w ue liidart ? whyee aree UE* treatiinqq miiee llykee ddiis ? hhaiishh ! iib ue lleauee miiee ii realliiee cant takee iit ll0rhh ,, ii cann0t cann0t takee iit dderhh . wo0 bbu kke yii meii youu nii dderhh !

DEAR WHEREE AREE UE* ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

yesterdaee iit`s was daa fiirst tymee ii shed tears fer UE* . ii ddunchh n0ee whyee . bbut ii jushh cry . wen ii was llisteniinqq tuhh s0nqqs dden maa teard jushh dr0p d0wn && maa miindd t0t abt daa tymees UE*`re wiib miiee .

whh0 will c0mee && s0lvee all maa uns0lvee questii0ns ? hhaiishh ! UE* fiinally msqq miiee at 7.52am . thankk q0dness ue diid n0rt lleauee miiee . eur reas0n fer n0rt c0ntactiinqq miiee yesterdaee was eur f0nee`s batteryy runniinqq ll0w ,, thru ddiis reas0n iis ueryy siimplee bbut ii beliieuee warteuer ue saee tuhh miiee . ii ch0see tuhh beliieuee wart ue saee ,, pleasee ddunchh liiee tuhh miiee .

c0shh ii realliiee ll0rvee UE* !

2006-02-06T09:02:00.000+08:00

MONDAEE , o6 FEBRUARY , 2oo6

tudaee iis daa ddaee maa mamarx q0iinqq fer o0peratii0n . after bloqqiinqq , ii`m q0iinqq tuhh acc0mpany hher tuhh NUH fer hher o0peratii0n at 2pm . ii`m suree shhe will bbe alrytee . mamarx ue mushh bbe str0nqq ,, n0thiinqq mushh happen tuhh ue .

yesterdaee was rather siian ,, wh0lee ddaee stay at hh0mee n0thiinqq tuhh dd0 . bbut lucky ii b0rr0w a set obb diisc fr0m maa c0usiin && watchh iib n0rt ii will bbe m0ree siian . ii fr0m 1plus iin daa afterno0n watchh daa diisc till miidniiqht 1plus . actually can watchh till euen llatee dderhh ,, bbut realliiee cann0t tahhan ller ,, s0meem0ree tuddaee m0rniinqq ii still hhabb tuhh acc0mpany maa mamarx tuhh daa h0spiital .

bbeiinqq iin a relatii0nshiip ,, we niidd trust ,, c0mmuniicatii0n && c0mmiment .

wiib0ut all ddiis a relatii0nshiip will FAIL .

ii msqq HHIIM* yesterdaee ,, ii t0t HHE* w0nt reply miiee bbut HHE* diidd && HHE* oshh0 tell miiee HHE* n0rt q0iinqq tuhh scho0l tuddaee . ddiis few weeks HHE* hhabb bbeen bbeiinqq real bbusy c0shh obb new year && hhabb tuhh chhu shii ,, iit`s rather t0uqhh . ii`m afraiid HHE* cann0t takee iit && fall siickk siiaa . wen HHE* siickk ,, ii`m unablee tuhh takeekaree obb HHIIM* whiichh ii feel real bbadd . remember q0t o0ncee HHE* iis realliiee ueryy siickk ,, HHE* v0miit iin scho0l && ddunchh euen hhabb dda enerqy tuhh qo0 see d0ct0r . && miiee as HHIIS* qerlfriiendd ,, ii`m unablee tuhh bbe bby HHIIS* siidee ,, whiichh ii feel real bbadd && sadd abt iit . ddat`s whyee n0w weneuer HHE* qo0 ,, ii will ask HHIIM* tuhh takeekaree obb HHIIMSELF* bbut obb c0shh ii`ll still bbe ueryy w0rriiee fer HHIIM*

mamarx ; ue`ll bbe fiinee !

dear ; ii miishh yo0 ; ii ll0rvee yo0 !

2006-02-05T10:28:00.000+08:00

SUNDAEE , o5 FEBRUARY , 2oo6

* yawns * jushh w0kee upp iin daa m0rniinqq ,, reply testiieem0m0 fer maa friiendds && wriitee testiieem0m0 fer friiendds && c0mee bloqqiinqq ller :D

shh0 siian ll0rhh ,, wart can ii dd0 tudaee w0rhh . maa llyfee n0w iis shh0 siian ,, neuer starddy dden llykee shh0 free dderhh ,, s0meem0ree neuer w0rkk ,, no0 m0ney qo0 o0ut siiaa . arqhh !

will HHE* bbe spendiinqq valentiinee ddaee wiib miiee w0rhh ? hmm ,, ii shh0 scaree ddat ii will bbe spendiinqq a ll0nely valentiinee aqaiin siiaa . hhaiishh ! bbut ddiis year valentiinee ddaee iis o0n a weekddaee ,, means HHE* will bbe scho0lliinqq . bbut neuermiindd ll0rhh ((: studiies m0ree iimp0rtant ,, ii understandd dderhh .

iit bbeen shh0 ll0nqq siincee ii llast see HHIIM* nerhh . ii realliiee miishh HHIIM* ll0add ll0add w0rhh . wen dden ii can qet tuhh see UE* aqaiin ? hurhurr ='((

priscillaa <"33 y0nqqp0hh .

siincee 18122oo5 ;

dderee`s a UNBREAKABLEE kn0ts between US *

2006-02-05T00:49:00.000+08:00

SATURDAEE , o4 FEBRUARY , 2oo6

tudaee was a siian ddaee . ii stayy at hh0mee daa wh0lee ddaee dd0iinqq n0thiinqq siiaa . iit`s was daa m0st siian obb daa wh0lee m0nth ii c0uldd saee . LOL ~

hmm ,, tudaee ii neuer c0ntact HHIIM* at all ,, bbut hhe diid n0rt diisapp0iint miiee ,, hhe msqq miiee hhiimself ,, whiichh ii was ueryy happiiee abt iit ((:

dear ii ll0rvee ue shh0 muchh !
muackk :D

2006-02-04T10:56:00.000+08:00

SATURDAEE , o4 FEBRUARY , 2oo6

hell0o ! :D iit`s maa fiirst entry iin bl0qsp0t w0rhh . heeh . still kkiindaa new hheree . shh0 n0w maa bl0qq will lo0k kkiindaa uqlyy && plaiin . wen ii diisc0ver m0ree abt bl0qq ller ,, ii will qo0 && ediit iit dderhh , shh0 waiit ((:

hmm ,, kkiindaa stress o0ut abt maa studiies stuff . ddunchh n0ee wanna waiit ffer ITE or qo0 stardyy privatee llerhh . iib stardyy privatee ii hhabb tuhh start all ouer aqaiin ,, hhabb tuhh stardyy all sec0ndaryy 3 stuff aqaiin ,, kkiindaa stress ,, shh0 ii ddunchh n0ee wan tuhh stardyy privatee marhh llerhh . hhaiishh ! fan arhh fan arhh ! bbut no0 matter wart ii will qo0 stardyy dderhh ,, c0shh UE * ask miiee tuhh stardyy ,, ii n0ee stardyy mushh bbe eur own will cann0t ppl ask ue qo0 stardyy ue jiiu qo0 stardyy dderhh . actually ii dd0 hhabb daa will tuhh stardyy dderhh ,, iis ddat ii`m afraiid ddat ii`m unablee tuhh c0pee wiib iit . hhaiishh ! wart sh0uld ii dd0 ?

we hhabb been tuqether ffer a m0nth plus ller ,, alth0ugh we diid n0rt meet upp eueryydaee ,, eueryy weekk ,, maa ll0rvee ffer ue neuer fadee w0rhh . iissiit c0shh obb n0w iis chiinese new year dden UE * aree busyy dden ii feel ddat we hhabb driftedd apart ? o0r iissiit ii tiinkk tuhh muchh ? maybb ii tiinkk tuhh muchh bbahh ( zii wo0 ann weii =x ) ,, bbut ii h0pee ue w0nt lleauee miiee jushh llykee ddiis ,, ii ddunchh n0ee iib ii can takee daa bl0w . maybb yea ,, maybb n0rt . saee h0nest dderhh ,, s0meetymee ii realliiee hhatee daa waee ue reply maa msqq ll0rhh ,, eiither a kk o0r nth . arqhh ! s0meetymee ii realliiee ddunchh n0ee wart tuhh reply siiaa . s0meetymee cant blamee maaself ffer anyh0w tiinkk w0rhh ,, c0shh ii realliiee ddunchh n0ee wart daa next step UE * wanna walk . iin a relatii0nshiip ,, iit`s llykee a chess ,, ue w0nt n0ee wart`s daa next step eur next half wanna qo0 && ue will bbe w0rriiee till eur heart will jump o0ut .

ii realliiee h0pee ue w0nt jushh lleauee miiee ,, c0shh ii realliiee ll0rvee ue t0ns t0ns .

'DEADnuttiiee <"33 UE *

BB0YY * ii miishh UE * ll0add ll0add !

BB0YY * ii ll0rvee UE * t0ns t0ns !

siincee 18122oo5 .